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- F: nickname of Sheena: Irish version of Jane: God is gracious: and true indeed, he IS gracious.

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26.2.06

Countdown to Goodbye Manila

In about 2 days is the first day of March, officially the start of summer here in Manila. Aside from being such a busy bee nowadays with school, all the kitchen stuff, projects, recipes and all, I got like some papers to fix and not to mention still have to fix 3 visas.

Visas! Yeah, and this word struck me just the other day when I was checking the documents that I need for visa applications. Sooner or later, in about 2 months time... It's going to be another goodbye Manila for me. Definitely I'll feel relieved somehow on the day that I'll be leaving once again, but I know deep down despite of all the shitty things that has happened to me here and bullcrap stuffs here in Manila for sure I'll miss the place where I was born and raised.

Prior to that, last night at Roget's birthday, 2 of his friends even asked me about this and actually was telling them how excited I am right now to leave Manila. What turned into a wake up call is when they asked me how long am I going to stay here and any plans on going back here.

And realization struck me. This time, there's no turning back for sure.

I'll be staying there for atleast 2-3 years. Even longer if I did my math right and if I'll have a hard time looking for a kitchen job there. Pretty scared tho I might end up jobless, but I hope my backup plan's goin to work.

Dang, 2-3 years... I guess I won't be able to see my brother grow into a young man and make fun of him once I find out if he's wooing someone *evil grin hehe*, no more beach escapades with friends on a last minute *except if I want some SNOW escapades with Rolly in which case I know we'd rather not LOL*, no more slacking around once I start working again, and as what I said earlier, no turning back. I can't afford to make a wrong move this time if I want to set my goals straight.

I got 2 months left. About 60 days remaining for me to make the most out of my stay here. Time flies really fast I must say.

With life, it's either you make it or break it. Crunch time for me.

rolly's lil' baby princess ;
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